Befuddlement

I decided a long time ago that I am pretty sure I am one of those hopeless romantic types. I like being in relationsships, I do not like being single and latley, I have had this proven to me time and again.

Vixen came over last night and ate dinner with Phyrry and I and the three of us had a good time eatting and watching "Heat". The more I hang out with Vixen, the more jealous I get of her current boyfriend....at least I think he is her boyfriend. This is a gray area for me. I am not usually the jealous type but for one reason or another, this whole thing with Vixen has set it off. Odd. Her and I have tons and tons in common but I have no clue where anything is headed or how long I am going to be able to deal with it before it drives me insane. :) The whole setup is very odd.

On the upside, I think her and I are going out again on Saturday and that is good. As I have said, I like spending time with her. All I know, is that if I were her boyfriend thing and she was going out on these dates with another guy and on the first date, she crashed over at his house, I would be ready to snap. I have no problem with girlfriends going and hanging out with their friends but where does the line between hanging out end and more than hanging out begin. Maybe I am just a friend to her and that is all. Maybe not. I don't know and as I have said I am a tad confused at the moment. Oh well. At the very minimum, Vixen is someone new to hang out with who jives very well with me. Maybe something else will come of it, maybe not. I have a weird feeling that I am just going to have to go along for the ride and I will just have to wait to see where this takes me.